I Understand Entirely Too Well

I’m gonna do that cheesy thing where I copy and paste the song lyrics stuck in my head for all my readers to pretend to skim through.

“Every Day Is Exactly The Same” by Nine Inch Nails

I believe I can see the future
Cause I repeat the same routine
I think I used to have a purpose
But then again
That might have been a dream
I think I used to have a voice
Now I never make a sound
I just do what I’ve been told
I really don’t want them to come around

Oh, no

[Chorus:]
Every day is exactly the same
Every day is exactly the same
There is no love here and there is no pain
Every day is exactly the same

I can feel their eyes are watching
In case I lose myself again
Sometimes I think I’m happy here
Sometimes, yet I still pretend
I can’t remember how this got started
But I can tell you exactly how it will end

[Chorus]

I’m writing on a little piece of paper
I’m hoping someday you might find
Well I’ll hide it behind something
They won’t look behind
I’m still inside here
A little bit comes bleeding through
I wish this could have been any other way
But I just don’t know, I don’t know what else I can do

[Chorus x2]

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Another week of this, and I’m calling my psychiatrist to get my dosage upped again. Maybe bumping it down was a bad idea.

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2 Responses to “I Understand Entirely Too Well”

  1. Rosanne Says:
    December 8th, 2009 at 4:23 pm

    You can make the adjustment for yourself if it’s what you need. You don’t have to wait a week.

  2. Misty Says:
    December 11th, 2009 at 8:32 am

    I know exactly how you feel, specifically in terms of this song, it’s one of my go-tos on “those” days…hope it gets better *hugs*