Is It So Wrong…

…that (most) middle-aged Chinese women make me shiver because they remind me of my mother-in-law?

…that I get sick pleasure out of chewing my cuticles?

…that puppies annoy the crap out of me, but I love dogs like crazy?

…that Valentine’s Day was way more exciting for me long before I was ever in a relationship?

…that I prefer to sleep over just about anything else?

…that I hate clear skies but love the rain?

…that I love to wear trashy swimsuits?

…that I have to pee all the freaking time?

…that I think artistic pictures of naked women are absolutely beautiful?

…that sometimes I imagine running far, far away from my life?

…that the sound of someone whistling irritates me?

…that I think most models are fugly?

…that I felt a little sad when I realized neither of my kids look anything like me?

…that I hate wearing skirts?

…that I like the smell of skunks?

…that I haven’t gone to church regularly since I lived in Tucson?

…that I don’t feel bad about that last fact?

…that I felt incredibly stupid for being so excited about Valentine’s Day only to be disappointed, as usual?

Current Mood:Sad emoticon Sad

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5 Responses to “Is It So Wrong…”

  1. Tracy Says:
    February 14th, 2010 at 4:47 pm

    Tamra – I agree with so many thing you said. I even told my husband to get me only a card this year and yet still feel ticked that he didn’t get me anything. I’m crazy, I know! But, in my defense, I didn’t even get a card!

    And as for the kids not looking like you…while I know they are 1/4 chinese, I think you’re wrong. I think they are the one 1/4 Chinese kids that actually has some resemblance to their non-Chinese mom. I was going to say that in the pics with the pup, but forgot. So smile…nobody will take your kids away b/c they don’t look like you!

  2. Abby Says:
    February 14th, 2010 at 6:48 pm

    I got flowers for Valentines day…a dozen roses…and I hate getting flowers. I honestly would have much preferred him just going and cleaning my car out. In fact if he would have done that…I probably would have actually initiated sex for once. Guess I should learn to express my wants a little better. And for the record it is pretty wrong to like the smell of skunks ;)

  3. Rosanne Says:
    February 14th, 2010 at 10:58 pm

    Accept and love yourself, just the way you are. You don’t have to explain or justify who you are to anyone. You’re just right.

  4. Sally Says:
    February 16th, 2010 at 11:01 am

    I think the girls look like you, especially the little one! lol

  5. Misty Says:
    February 17th, 2010 at 7:14 am

    Nope, not wrong at all. Hang in there, T!!! :(
    *hugs*